{"id":144809706,"date":"2024-05-22T12:31:06","date_gmt":"2024-05-22T12:31:06","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/www.lazyandentitled.org\/?p=144809706"},"modified":"2024-05-22T12:31:06","modified_gmt":"2024-05-22T12:31:06","slug":"albums-i-loved-in-high-school-before-today-a-celebration-of-an-ending","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/www.lazyandentitled.org\/?p=144809706","title":{"rendered":"Albums I Loved In High School: Before Today &amp; &#039;A Celebration Of An Ending&#039;"},"content":{"rendered":"<h2 class=\"wp-block-heading\">&#8220;We should be learning from our history&#8221; &#8211; Before Today, &#8220;The Process of Losing and Gaining&#8221;<\/h2><p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\"><em><a href=\"https:\/\/shipwreckedsailor.substack.com\/p\/the-internet-is-a-nazi-bar\">Nazis unwelcome: here\u2019s my post about moving this blog off of Substack soon<\/a>. I might put this stinger on every post until then to try to irritate <a href=\"https:\/\/substack.com\/@hamish\/note\/c-45811343\">Nazi Sympathizer Hamish McKenzie<\/a>. I might forget\/get bored and stop. Not today though!<\/em><\/p><p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\"><em>I genuinely forgot these last few weeks, only to remember whenever I wasn\u2019t at my computer. It became a curse. We really are building the Lazy &amp; Entitled website, it\u2019s just been a busy few months for both Brendan and me. <\/em><\/p><p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Cotton Xenomorph\u2019s <em>\u201cCryptids and Climate Change\u201d issue continues, with so much good stuff this month. Check out <a href=\"https:\/\/www.cottonxenomorph.com\/journal\/2024\/4\/28\/pacific-waste-receptacle\">\u201cPacific Waste Receptacle\u201d by Mirm Hurula<\/a>, <a href=\"https:\/\/www.cottonxenomorph.com\/journal\/2024\/5\/2torschlusspanik\">\u201cTORSCHLUSSPANIK*\u201d by Dee Allen<\/a>, <a href=\"https:\/\/www.cottonxenomorph.com\/journal\/2024\/5\/6-the-water-was-with-god\">\u201cThe Water was with god\u201d by Sara Cahill Marron<\/a>, <a href=\"https:\/\/www.cottonxenomorph.com\/journal\/2024\/5\/10-rotation-the-rot\">\u201cRotation, the rot: Poems\u201d by Mateo Perez Lara<\/a>, <a href=\"https:\/\/www.cottonxenomorph.com\/journal\/2024\/5\/14-two-poems-armstrong\">two poems by Jude Armstrong<\/a>, and <a href=\"https:\/\/www.cottonxenomorph.com\/journal\/2024\/5\/18-midday-heat\">\u201cMidday Heart and the Basurapaca\u201d by Steve Gerson<\/a>.<\/em><\/p><hr class=\"wp-block-separator\"\/><p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">If you hate this series, there\u2019s only two more left. <\/p><p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">If you love this series, I\u2019ll be doing more later this summer. <\/p><p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Today, we\u2019re talking about another San Diego band, Before Today. You might know the Vic Fuentes-led post-hardcore band as Pierce The Veil, which is fine, that\u2019s also a song on this record. I don\u2019t dislike Pierce The Veil, but I\u2019ve never quite been able to get into them, although I\u2019m trying again. <\/p><p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Roundabouts 2005, going into my senior year of high school, the scene shifted. Pop punk was no longer the sound that had the crowd a-clamoring. Idk if it took 9\/11 that long to catch up with us, or if we all just turned 17, but the scene became decidedly moodier and less fun, more post-punk, emo, screamo, hardcore, post-hardcore, metal. One band in my town began as a classic three piece who couldn\u2019t play their instruments and then went through like six lineup changes in six months to become a five-piece emocore band who wrote two of my favorite songs ever before turning into a Southern metal band that 1) I genuinely can\u2019t stand and 2) you\u2019ve probably heard of, even if you\u2019re not from Tennessee. <\/p><p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">It was never easy for me to get into screaming music, although I don\u2019t dislike it. Screaming music is like hiking\u2014not something I do on purpose when other great options are available, but something I enjoy when things are going well. This 2005 shift eventually led to my atrocious attempt to be an acoustic singer-songwriter. It\u2019s safe to say I went the opposite way of most people. But there were some bands\u2014did you know Skrillex used to be the singer of a screamo band that put out one really good record? did you watch <em><a href=\"https:\/\/www.youtube.com\/watch?v=UCCyoocDxBA\">Umbrella Academy<\/a><\/em>?\u2014some bands really got into rotation in my Honda\u2019s CD player. <\/p><p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Chief among them was Before Today, maybe the best or second-best punk band ever at playing their instruments. Lyrically? If <a href=\"https:\/\/www.youtube.com\/watch?v=ormQQG2UhtQ\">Thundercat writes lyrics like a sixth-grade love letter<\/a>, Before Today writes lyrics like they have <em>50 First Dates<\/em>-style brain damage and the first thing they do in the morning is <a href=\"https:\/\/shipwreckedsailor.substack.com\/p\/what-happens-after-reading-history?utm_source=publication-search\">read Howard Zinn<\/a>. That is to say, a lot of these lyrics are passionately cringe, but I <em>do not care<\/em>. We love the passion! Maybe if the world wanted Before Today to write better lyrics, <em>the world could try doing better<\/em>. Ever think that think? Obviously not. Let\u2019s get into these tracks. <\/p><figure class=\"wp-block-image size-large\"><img decoding=\"async\" src=\"https:\/\/substack-post-media.s3.amazonaws.com\/public\/images\/4eaa02a4-acdb-4a33-a74e-580123dfdd71_350x350.jpeg\" alt=\"BEFORE TODAY - Celebration Of An Ending - Amazon.com Music\"\/><\/figure><p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\"><strong>Sight To Frame<\/strong><\/p><p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">These ambient, clean-tone, weird sounds, and echo-y singing tracks that open albums? I can take or leave them. Maybe the only truly successful one is Brand New\u2019s opener off their worst album, which at least leads seamlessly into the <a href=\"https:\/\/www.youtube.com\/watch?v=h3YVKTxTOgU\">second song\/lead single off the album, which is about being afraid of losing your virginity<\/a>. \u201cSight To Frame\u201d doesn\u2019t remotely lead into the next song and is kind of a wasted track, except it rhymes nicely with the ending track, \u201cColor Your World,\u201d one of the most delightful songs in recorded music history. But that\u2019s later, this is the present, and this song whiffs. <\/p><p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\"><strong>Roots Beneath Ideals<\/strong><\/p><p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Yeah, play that punk beat! <em>This<\/em> is how you kick off a record. Blistering fast drums and guitar, melodic singing <em>and <\/em>screaming some lyrics that scream \u201cI did the reading for AP History and are you kidding me? <em>This<\/em> is the world you\u2019d like me to be a good citizen of when I leave high school?\u201d <\/p><p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">This song rules for doing the Pop Punk Breakdown, a bygone rhythmic trick every band used from 2001-2005 and then never again. You do it by really laying into 1 E &amp; A 2  like they\u2019re the most dramatic notes you\u2019ve ever hit, then playing nothing for a measure and a half while the drummer goes crazy in half time. It happens around the 2:38 mark. Listen and tell me you don\u2019t wanna jump off a roof into a swimming pool.<\/p><figure class=\"wp-block-embed is-type-video is-provider-youtube wp-block-embed-youtube wp-embed-aspect-16-9 wp-has-aspect-ratio\"><div class=\"wp-block-embed__wrapper\">\n<iframe loading=\"lazy\" title=\"Before Today - Roots Beneath Ideals\" width=\"790\" height=\"444\" src=\"https:\/\/www.youtube.com\/embed\/ddqiEvgwEUU?feature=oembed\" frameborder=\"0\" allow=\"accelerometer; autoplay; clipboard-write; encrypted-media; gyroscope; picture-in-picture; web-share\" referrerpolicy=\"strict-origin-when-cross-origin\" allowfullscreen><\/iframe>\n<\/div><\/figure><p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\"><strong>Pierce the Veil<\/strong><\/p><p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Told you they ripped their own song for their new band name. Look, neither name is great, and probably I am the only person in the world who cares about this trivia. Before Today is a little bit my musical <em><a href=\"https:\/\/shipwreckedsailor.substack.com\/p\/spoiler-free-the-white-lotus-season?utm_source=publication-search\">Orange<\/a> <a href=\"https:\/\/shipwreckedsailor.substack.com\/p\/did-you-want-to-be-a-marine-biologist?utm_source=publication-search\">County<\/a><\/em>. This is probably their best song, this one or \u201cThe Process of Losing and Gaining,\u201d which has a terrible title. Well, they both do. Titles are hard. This song rules. <\/p><p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\"><strong>Enlarge Your Hearts<\/strong><\/p><p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">You can be hardcore in a major key! It\u2019s possible! They go hard like Ant Edwards in the paint on those trills in the chorus! Listen to that F major 9! <\/p><p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Also, the theme of Before Today having 17-year-old-ass lyrics continues. <a href=\"https:\/\/www.theaquarian.com\/2012\/11\/05\/an-interview-with-pierce-the-veil-colliding-with-the-sky\/\">Personally, I love them for it<\/a>. Hey Vic, I <em>deeply, more than you know<\/em>, relate to screaming \u201cENLARGE YOUR HEARTS\u201d at people only to be met with \u201cshut up nerd.\u201d<\/p><p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\"><strong>The Process of Losing and Gaining<\/strong><\/p><p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">God, these song titles are tough. What\u2019s <em>not <\/em>tough is that sick drum rimshot intro. Have I said this is like the best instrumental punk band ever yet? This is the band that filled the Rufio-shaped hole in my heart after 2005. Live video of Before Today is hard to find\u2014that\u2019s right, jagoffs, my high school era was right before everything was filmed all the time!\u2014but here\u2019s a video of them playing their first- or second-best song, somehow faster. <\/p><figure class=\"wp-block-embed is-type-video is-provider-youtube wp-block-embed-youtube wp-embed-aspect-16-9 wp-has-aspect-ratio\"><div class=\"wp-block-embed__wrapper\">\n<iframe loading=\"lazy\" title=\"Before Today - The Process of Losing and Gaining\" width=\"790\" height=\"593\" src=\"https:\/\/www.youtube.com\/embed\/AztDld1pTkA?feature=oembed\" frameborder=\"0\" allow=\"accelerometer; autoplay; clipboard-write; encrypted-media; gyroscope; picture-in-picture; web-share\" referrerpolicy=\"strict-origin-when-cross-origin\" allowfullscreen><\/iframe>\n<\/div><\/figure><p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\"><strong>Failure is Relative<\/strong><\/p><p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">This is my least favorite track on the record. The only cool part is the solo after the first chorus. I can see in your eyes you don\u2019t remember Rufio. Here they are. <\/p><figure class=\"wp-block-embed is-type-video is-provider-youtube wp-block-embed-youtube wp-embed-aspect-16-9 wp-has-aspect-ratio\"><div class=\"wp-block-embed__wrapper\">\n<iframe loading=\"lazy\" title=\"Rufio - Above Me (Live)\" width=\"790\" height=\"593\" src=\"https:\/\/www.youtube.com\/embed\/ujpYi7FdFJ4?feature=oembed\" frameborder=\"0\" allow=\"accelerometer; autoplay; clipboard-write; encrypted-media; gyroscope; picture-in-picture; web-share\" referrerpolicy=\"strict-origin-when-cross-origin\" allowfullscreen><\/iframe>\n<\/div><\/figure><p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\"><strong>Shallow Pockets<\/strong><\/p><p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Ooooooh baby that clean guitar bridge, when he\u2019s playing 16th notes on the hi hat and the guitar\u2019s walking those chromatic chords down? Then the other guitar comes in tremolo one time then syncopated comping? So sick. <\/p><p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\"><strong>The Well of Tradition<\/strong><\/p><p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Really great clean tone on that first verse (after that rad \u201cHard Day\u2019s Night\u201d-esque dissonant chord hit at the beginning, hey Brendan, we need to do more of this). I don\u2019t wanna talk about the clean tone too much, because I do really like the heavy parts. <\/p><p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">When they hit that guitar solo with the\u2014what is that? Phaser? Flanger? I\u2019m not the biggest effects guy\u2014at the 2:41 mark? There isn\u2019t a god in the cosmos who can stop me from losing all of my shit like a <em>Key &amp; Peele<\/em> valet. <\/p><figure class=\"wp-block-embed is-type-video is-provider-youtube wp-block-embed-youtube wp-embed-aspect-16-9 wp-has-aspect-ratio\"><div class=\"wp-block-embed__wrapper\">\n<iframe loading=\"lazy\" title=\"Before Today (early Pierce the Veil) - The Well of Tradition\" width=\"790\" height=\"444\" src=\"https:\/\/www.youtube.com\/embed\/NTNqHiXpJRQ?feature=oembed\" frameborder=\"0\" allow=\"accelerometer; autoplay; clipboard-write; encrypted-media; gyroscope; picture-in-picture; web-share\" referrerpolicy=\"strict-origin-when-cross-origin\" allowfullscreen><\/iframe>\n<\/div><\/figure><p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\"><strong>Staring at Backgrounds<\/strong><\/p><p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Solid, solid track. Both guitars are just so good in this band, and the bass player, man, he wasn\u2019t in Pierce The Veil, but he could play. This band broke up in 2006, when I graduated high school, before becoming Pierce The Veil and swallowing the post-hardcore scene. There was something in the back of my mind that was like, \u201cshould I move to Chicago for school, or should I go to San Diego and audition for this band?\u201d There are worse places to end up alone and prospect-less than San Diego. San Diego rules. <a href=\"https:\/\/shipwreckedsailor.substack.com\/p\/albums-i-loved-in-high-school-blink\">Did I talk about San Diego last week<\/a>? I probably would\u2019ve known about Chon way sooner if I\u2019d gone to San Diego to not make the final cut for Pierce The Veil. <\/p><p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\"><strong>Color Your World<\/strong><\/p><p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">This song rules not because of how smooth it is, not because it\u2019s my favorite \u201cheavy band has an instrumental clean track at the end\u201d song ever (narrowly beating out <a href=\"https:\/\/www.youtube.com\/watch?v=zqfzBiHg2Cw\">Between The Buried And Me\u2019s \u201cLaser Speed,\u201d off <\/a><em><a href=\"https:\/\/www.youtube.com\/watch?v=zqfzBiHg2Cw\">Alaska<\/a><\/em>), not because it\u2019s a genuinely good fusion track played with real instruments (which it is)\u2014this song rules because Vic Fuentes, Sr. is the one shredding. At least, he\u2019s credited on the track, and I assume Vic didn\u2019t bring his former jazz musician father into the studio to comp some chords. The Fuentes parents are a painter and jazz musician who Vic wrote the song \u201c<a href=\"https:\/\/www.youtube.com\/watch?v=df3uae1L-Q8\">Million Dollar Houses (Painter)<\/a>\u201d for, thanking them for staying together and <a href=\"https:\/\/en.wikipedia.org\/wiki\/Vic_Fuentes#cite_note-ALTpress-17\">\u201cnever separat[ing] even in a time when the family had almost nothing,\u201d per Wikipedia<\/a>. Father-son shit like this always gets to me. One day I\u2019ll write music I can play with my parents. It\u2019s just very cool that Vic went to his dad was like \u201chey wanna come into the studio and rip one for us?\u201d That\u2019s how I picture it, anyway.<\/p><p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Shoutout to the Fuentes family, except for FORMER drummer <a href=\"https:\/\/en.wikipedia.org\/wiki\/Mike_Fuentes_(musician)\">Mike Fuentes, who is a groomer who solicits teenagers<\/a>. He is also <a href=\"https:\/\/thenewfury.com\/pierce-the-veil-currently-writing-a-new-record\/\">very out of the band<\/a>. I believe Kendrick Lamar has a song for Mike Fuentes. K.Dot? <\/p><figure class=\"wp-block-embed is-type-video is-provider-youtube wp-block-embed-youtube wp-embed-aspect-16-9 wp-has-aspect-ratio\"><div class=\"wp-block-embed__wrapper\">\n<iframe loading=\"lazy\" title=\"WOP WOP WOP WOP WOP\" width=\"790\" height=\"444\" src=\"https:\/\/www.youtube.com\/embed\/0E8H203aSkI?feature=oembed\" frameborder=\"0\" allow=\"accelerometer; autoplay; clipboard-write; encrypted-media; gyroscope; picture-in-picture; web-share\" referrerpolicy=\"strict-origin-when-cross-origin\" allowfullscreen><\/iframe>\n<\/div><\/figure><p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\"><strong>What Scratches This Itch For Me Today:<\/strong><\/p><p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Nostalgia is embarrassing, because do you really like music or were you just happier when you were 16? One answer is depressing. The point of looking back at records I liked in high school is to see where I am today, too.<\/p><p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">This is the easiest through line so far. As soon as I heard Polyphia, I was like, \u201coh cool, instrumental Before Today.\u201d That\u2019s not totally 1:1, but in my headcanon that\u2019s the lineage. Hey, Polyphia is homies with Chon, another San Diego band. There are other bands more like and of the time of Before Today that I like\u2014Fall Of Troy probably the one I listen to most. There are other bands more like Polyphia\u2014Syncatto, Plini, Sithu Aye\u2014but at a certain point, I\u2019m just naming the heavy bands I actually listen to, which is a shorter list than the heavy bands I like. This alchemy of heaviness and melody is really hard to get exactly right, but when you do, it\u2019s special. <\/p><p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Or maybe I just heard this band at exactly the right time. I discovered them on PureVolume, if you can believe it. <\/p><p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">(PureVolume was like if the engineers started building Bandcamp, but got too distracted by <a href=\"https:\/\/homestarrunner.com\/\">Homestar Runner<\/a> to finish)<\/p><p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\"><strong>Verdict: I still like it. A lot.<\/strong><\/p><p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">I didn\u2019t think I would like it this much, honestly. I listened to this record like two months ago for the first time since early college in the exact right setting: by myself in my car. The amount of loud I cranked my speakers as soon as \u201cRoots Beneath Ideals\u201d hit\u2014maaaaaaan, that was your pure volume, right there. This record slapped me like a wet octopus tentacle and hasn\u2019t let go since. You might not like it\u2014unlike Rancid, NOFX, and Blink 182, there\u2019s no long-simmering nostalgia to appeal to. Let it be said, though, that the Before Today record is a certified <em>banger<\/em> and you should try it out. <\/p><p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Wanna move to San Diego? <\/p><p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Sorry you got an email, <\/p><p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Chris<\/p><div class=\"subscription-widget-wrap-editor\" data-attrs=\"{&quot;url&quot;:&quot;https:\/\/shipwreckedsailor.substack.com\/subscribe?&quot;,&quot;text&quot;:&quot;Subscribe&quot;,&quot;language&quot;:&quot;en&quot;}\" data-component-name=\"SubscribeWidgetToDOM\"><div class=\"subscription-widget show-subscribe\"><div class=\"preamble\"><p class=\"cta-caption\">Thanks for reading shipwrecked sailor! 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