{"id":150232770,"date":"2024-10-16T12:31:05","date_gmt":"2024-10-16T12:31:05","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/www.lazyandentitled.org\/?p=150232770"},"modified":"2024-10-16T12:31:05","modified_gmt":"2024-10-16T12:31:05","slug":"liner-notes-if-not-a-river","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/www.lazyandentitled.org\/?p=150232770","title":{"rendered":"Liner Notes: if not a river"},"content":{"rendered":"<h2 class=\"wp-block-heading\">&#8220;I can learn to be blank \/ saying I to abyss \/ in darkness my delicate &#8220;I am&#8221; \/ not in echo&#8221; &#8211; Dan Beachy-Quick, &#8216;This Nest, Swift Passerine&#8217;<\/h2><p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Liner notes are great. <a href=\"https:\/\/shipwreckedsailor.substack.com\/p\/liner-notes-i-dreamed-a-knife-like\">We established that last week, right<\/a>? And a bummer thing about being a bedroom band is no physical releases? So why not do them on the blog? Yeah, you remember. Today, I\u2019m looking at my second album, <em>if not a river<\/em>, from 2017.<\/p><p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Why revisit this album now? Well, I made some music videos. You might not call these videos \u201ctechnically sound\u201d or \u201call that interesting,\u201d but you have to remember I consume a lot of THC. Wait, that\u2019s later. The buttoned-down way to talk about my process here is I take a lot of walks. Shit, before moving to West Ridge? I walked <em>everywhere<\/em>. While I\u2019m walking, I\u2019m noticing things. Little things that I think are cool, or little experiences I want to preserve. I can\u2019t, though\u2014when I go back and watch these videos, I do not get fully transported back to the initial experience of wonder that made me reach for my camera. My first thought is, \u201cI\u2019m glad Past Me gave Present Me this little memory, that I can now experience again anew.\u201d<\/p><p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">One motivator for this project was a <em><a href=\"https:\/\/defector.com\/good-bad-or-invisible-cgi-makes-movies-unreal\">Defector<\/a><\/em><a href=\"https:\/\/defector.com\/good-bad-or-invisible-cgi-makes-movies-unreal\"> article from Corey Atad, called \u201cGood, Bad, or Invisible, CGI Makes Movies Unreal.\u201d<\/a> Here\u2019s a pull quote that sums up a lot of how I felt trying to do this:<\/p><blockquote class=\"wp-block-quote is-layout-flow wp-block-quote-is-layout-flow\"><p><strong>In one of cinema\u2019s earliest recordings, Auguste Lumi\u00e8re and his wife Marguerite are seen feeding their baby daughter Andr\u00e9e. The footage, shot by Louis Lumi\u00e9re, lasts only about 40 seconds or so. Presented as part of the Lumi\u00e8re Brothers\u2019 first-ever commercial public film screening in a 10-film program on Dec. 28, 1895\u2026the short made an impression that has persisted more than a century. A perfect representation of what the Lumi\u00e8res called &#8220;Actualit\u00e9s,\u201d&#8230; Maxim Gorky and Georges M\u00e9li\u00e8s would both later describe their experiences attending that first screening at the Salon Indien\u2026recalling the particular fascination they and the rest of the audience had in seeing leaves on trees in the background moving in the wind. There, at the birth of cinema, the medium made itself indispensable\u2014not by showing people something they\u2019d never seen before, but by capturing something of the quotidian and making it present.<\/strong><\/p><\/blockquote><p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">So yeah! Think about phrases like \u201ccapturing the quotidian and making it present\u201d or \u201cin 1895 leaves on trees moving in the wind <em>but seen on a screen<\/em> was basically a miracle.\u201d Then consume some THC, full-screen the YouTube on your computer, put on your most noise-cancelling headphones, and let\u2019s watch some music videos.<\/p><figure class=\"wp-block-image size-large\"><img decoding=\"async\" src=\"https:\/\/substack-post-media.s3.amazonaws.com\/public\/images\/899b583d-ac34-4f2e-b416-ab9be3ad1c71_700x700.jpeg\" alt=\"the sun hangs over Lake Michigan, not calm but not too choppy. A couple are standing in front of the water, looking out. A third person is walking almost out of frame. In the distance, ghostly but visible, is a small white sailboat\"\/><\/figure><p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\"><strong>if not a river<\/strong><\/p><p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Regarding the epigraph: I didn\u2019t <a href=\"https:\/\/shipwreckedsailor.substack.com\/p\/friday-links-read-poems-and-respect?utm_source=publication-search\">read Dan Beachy-Quick\u2019s <\/a><em><a href=\"https:\/\/shipwreckedsailor.substack.com\/p\/friday-links-read-poems-and-respect?utm_source=publication-search\">This Nest, Swift Passerine<\/a><\/em><a href=\"https:\/\/shipwreckedsailor.substack.com\/p\/friday-links-read-poems-and-respect?utm_source=publication-search\"> while I was writing this album<\/a>, but I was trying to channel it. This album is the last thing I wrote before my son was born, and it was written with a lot of late nights trying to enter into an altered and transcendent consciousness. I\u2019ve said before that I believe all art exists out there in the aether somewhere, and you just gotta go find it. These songs are me trying to dive and swim really deep into the art ocean, often with Jasper \u201cJack\u201d Daniels as my co-engineer. For a lot of reasons, this type of record can\u2019t be made again. Still, it\u2019s what I\u2019m most proud of as far as solo work goes. May it groove and soundtrack your day pleasantly. <\/p><p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\"><strong>blue-fingered dawn<\/strong><\/p><p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">This song feels spare and effects-obsessed in a way I wouldn\u2019t write now, but these are two of my favorite riffs I\u2019ve ever written. Pretty sure I was listening to a lot of Minus The Bear writing this song. Who writes a minor key beach song! I do. <\/p><figure class=\"wp-block-embed is-type-video is-provider-youtube wp-block-embed-youtube wp-embed-aspect-16-9 wp-has-aspect-ratio\"><div class=\"wp-block-embed__wrapper\">\n<iframe loading=\"lazy\" title=\"blue fingered dawn\" width=\"790\" height=\"444\" src=\"https:\/\/www.youtube.com\/embed\/dQSnUAu8VFs?feature=oembed\" frameborder=\"0\" allow=\"accelerometer; autoplay; clipboard-write; encrypted-media; gyroscope; picture-in-picture; web-share\" referrerpolicy=\"strict-origin-when-cross-origin\" allowfullscreen><\/iframe>\n<\/div><\/figure><p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">This video was a fun day with my kid. We had some free time, I think we\u2019d just moved to West Ridge, and I wanted to see what The Beaches With Parking Lots were like. This is one of the ones you see if you get off around Lawrence. I don\u2019t remember its name but it starts with an E. <\/p><p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\"><strong>sprinting the rusted stairs<\/strong><\/p><p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Definitely was listening to a lot of <em>To Pimp A Butterfly <\/em>and <em>untitled unmastered<\/em>. writing that bass line. I\u2019m a sucker for fast bass and ride cymbal\/rimshot drums. <\/p><figure class=\"wp-block-embed is-type-video is-provider-youtube wp-block-embed-youtube wp-embed-aspect-16-9 wp-has-aspect-ratio\"><div class=\"wp-block-embed__wrapper\">\n<iframe loading=\"lazy\" title=\"sprinting the rusted stairs\" width=\"790\" height=\"444\" src=\"https:\/\/www.youtube.com\/embed\/b0dKFZBV0k4?feature=oembed\" frameborder=\"0\" allow=\"accelerometer; autoplay; clipboard-write; encrypted-media; gyroscope; picture-in-picture; web-share\" referrerpolicy=\"strict-origin-when-cross-origin\" allowfullscreen><\/iframe>\n<\/div><\/figure><p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Sometimes the title of the song and the back of your building make for a good video pairing. I wrote this song before I lived in this building, though. Did the other building have rusted stairs? Well. <\/p><p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\"><strong>unseasonably warm<\/strong><\/p><p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Really not trying to start each of these with \u201chere\u2019s a better song I tried to rip off\u201d but I really was trying to write my own version of Donnie Trumpet\u2019s \u201cSomething Came To Me.\u201d That song is such an incredible bit of just <em>playing<\/em>, in every sense of the word <em>playing<\/em>, with your instrument. I wanted to do that here, and I do think the end result is fun and playful. <\/p><figure class=\"wp-block-embed is-type-video is-provider-youtube wp-block-embed-youtube wp-embed-aspect-16-9 wp-has-aspect-ratio\"><div class=\"wp-block-embed__wrapper\">\n<iframe loading=\"lazy\" title=\"unseasonably warm\" width=\"790\" height=\"444\" src=\"https:\/\/www.youtube.com\/embed\/prA5e3VppIM?feature=oembed\" frameborder=\"0\" allow=\"accelerometer; autoplay; clipboard-write; encrypted-media; gyroscope; picture-in-picture; web-share\" referrerpolicy=\"strict-origin-when-cross-origin\" allowfullscreen><\/iframe>\n<\/div><\/figure><p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">This was filmed in like February or March, after a huge snow melt. Too early for a snow melt. Luckily for us, <a href=\"https:\/\/podcasts.apple.com\/us\/podcast\/crypto-might-tip-the-election-how-lara-trump-knows\/id1289384685?i=1000672492834\">cryptocurrency PACs are outspending the Koch Brothers in elections<\/a> and <a href=\"https:\/\/www.npr.org\/2024\/07\/12\/g-s1-9545\/ai-brings-soaring-emissions-for-google-and-microsoft-a-major-contributor-to-climate-change\">AI is being forced upon us by extremely stupid and greedy people<\/a> and we\u2019re about to elect Donald Trump a second time, so we\u2019ll have lots more unseasonably warm days to film music videos. <\/p><p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\"><strong>march with the fed-up crowd<\/strong><\/p><p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">This title is from when I was going downtown for a bunch of post-Trump-election protests. Let\u2019s not elect Donald Trump again! Dipped back into that <a href=\"https:\/\/shipwreckedsailor.substack.com\/p\/liner-notes-i-dreamed-a-knife-like\">modal jazz chord progression we talked about last week<\/a>, and I was clearly enamored with my beginner-level tapping abilities. I like this song, though. It could be re-recorded, but I like it. <\/p><figure class=\"wp-block-embed is-type-video is-provider-youtube wp-block-embed-youtube wp-embed-aspect-16-9 wp-has-aspect-ratio\"><div class=\"wp-block-embed__wrapper\">\n<iframe loading=\"lazy\" title=\"march with the fed up crowd\" width=\"790\" height=\"444\" src=\"https:\/\/www.youtube.com\/embed\/xInE-T1ayKs?feature=oembed\" frameborder=\"0\" allow=\"accelerometer; autoplay; clipboard-write; encrypted-media; gyroscope; picture-in-picture; web-share\" referrerpolicy=\"strict-origin-when-cross-origin\" allowfullscreen><\/iframe>\n<\/div><\/figure><p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">The Stones River. Goddamn do I love the Stones River. This is where I grew up. I\u2019ve been moved away from Murfreesboro for 18 years and that river is still flowing, you know that? Amazing. <\/p><p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\"><strong>lay in the crook of yr elbow<\/strong><\/p><p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">The outro riff had been written since maybe sophomore year of college, burning a hole in my riff-wallet, and I had to get it somewhere. Sometimes you write a riff\u2014it doesn\u2019t even have to be all that great\u2014and you just have to have other people hear it. That drum beat is trying to rip off Run The Jewels\u2019 \u201c2100\u201d isn\u2019t it? You can\u2019t hide from me, Past Me. <\/p><figure class=\"wp-block-embed is-type-video is-provider-youtube wp-block-embed-youtube wp-embed-aspect-16-9 wp-has-aspect-ratio\"><div class=\"wp-block-embed__wrapper\">\n<iframe loading=\"lazy\" title=\"lay in the crook of yr elbow\" width=\"790\" height=\"444\" src=\"https:\/\/www.youtube.com\/embed\/p31BDbYIF9w?feature=oembed\" frameborder=\"0\" allow=\"accelerometer; autoplay; clipboard-write; encrypted-media; gyroscope; picture-in-picture; web-share\" referrerpolicy=\"strict-origin-when-cross-origin\" allowfullscreen><\/iframe>\n<\/div><\/figure><p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Again, since I don\u2019t have gills, I have to film aquariums. <\/p><p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\"><strong>the ocean fights harder<\/strong><\/p><p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Another title that represents my feelings about the US\u2019s agonizing drip into fascism. The right wing fights harder, they\u2019re better-funded, they\u2019re louder and wronger. Speaking of loud, I enjoyed playing that whole tone scale over the loud chords. Song could stand to be re-recorded. Country could stand to have the right wing disappear. <\/p><figure class=\"wp-block-embed is-type-video is-provider-youtube wp-block-embed-youtube wp-embed-aspect-16-9 wp-has-aspect-ratio\"><div class=\"wp-block-embed__wrapper\">\n<iframe loading=\"lazy\" title=\"the ocean fights harder\" width=\"790\" height=\"444\" src=\"https:\/\/www.youtube.com\/embed\/IBoKEPoy-c4?feature=oembed\" frameborder=\"0\" allow=\"accelerometer; autoplay; clipboard-write; encrypted-media; gyroscope; picture-in-picture; web-share\" referrerpolicy=\"strict-origin-when-cross-origin\" allowfullscreen><\/iframe>\n<\/div><\/figure><p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">If you don\u2019t want to make a trip to Baltimore and go to the National Aquarium, idk what to tell you. <\/p><p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\"><strong>look at the mountains in Utah and never say die<\/strong><\/p><p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">For a while, this was the \u201cgee willikers I shoulda been writin this way all along\u201d song for this record (you\u2019ll remember \u201cfox chasing\u201d being that on <em>i dreamed a knife like a song you can\u2019t whistle<\/em>). And I\u2019m proud of that outro. Smags heard this drum beat at a Solipse practice one time and wanted to do a live version of this song. But this song I think is the last writing of my Explosions In The Sky phase\u2014I rely on tremolo picking and delay-pedal-accentuated tapping a lot less now. Still, I like this song. Rarely do I feel like I fully captured how I was feeling in a particular moment\u2014which is kind of my goal with every album\/book\/anything I put out\u2014and I feel like this album, with this song as its climax, fully captures where I was at from like 2011-2017.  <\/p><figure class=\"wp-block-embed is-type-video is-provider-youtube wp-block-embed-youtube wp-embed-aspect-16-9 wp-has-aspect-ratio\"><div class=\"wp-block-embed__wrapper\">\n<iframe loading=\"lazy\" title=\"look at the mountains in Utah and never say die\" width=\"790\" height=\"444\" src=\"https:\/\/www.youtube.com\/embed\/cmpcSLfAmzU?feature=oembed\" frameborder=\"0\" allow=\"accelerometer; autoplay; clipboard-write; encrypted-media; gyroscope; picture-in-picture; web-share\" referrerpolicy=\"strict-origin-when-cross-origin\" allowfullscreen><\/iframe>\n<\/div><\/figure><p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Literally filmed in Utah and Idaho. Actually I think I filmed this music video before I even wrote the damn song. It was <a href=\"https:\/\/shipwreckedsailor.substack.com\/p\/picturing-the-music?utm_source=publication-search\">Tommy Beanbags and me<\/a>, cruising through what should still be Shoshone and Bannock territory, going to witness the San Juans getting married. Goddamn I love that big sky. <\/p><p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\"><strong>into the uncertainty<\/strong><\/p><p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Sometimes you just wanna make a cool little groove to walk around at night to, you know? <a href=\"https:\/\/shipwreckedsailor.substack.com\/p\/what-makes-this-song-rip-elephant?utm_source=publication-search\">Elephant Gym writes these kinds of grooves<\/a>. This was a super cut-and-paste from other ideas (some leftover stuff from making podcast music for Small Beans and Gamefully Unemployed), every instrument kinda play whatever, throw shit at the wall song. Every time I listen, I\u2019m happy with how it turned out. <\/p><figure class=\"wp-block-embed is-type-video is-provider-youtube wp-block-embed-youtube wp-embed-aspect-16-9 wp-has-aspect-ratio\"><div class=\"wp-block-embed__wrapper\">\n<iframe loading=\"lazy\" title=\"into the uncertainty\" width=\"790\" height=\"444\" src=\"https:\/\/www.youtube.com\/embed\/Gfr1I72DHiQ?feature=oembed\" frameborder=\"0\" allow=\"accelerometer; autoplay; clipboard-write; encrypted-media; gyroscope; picture-in-picture; web-share\" referrerpolicy=\"strict-origin-when-cross-origin\" allowfullscreen><\/iframe>\n<\/div><\/figure><p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Another fun day with the kid in this video! This is at The Color Factory in the basement of the Sears Tower. Well worth a visit. <\/p><figure class=\"wp-block-image size-large\"><img decoding=\"async\" src=\"https:\/\/substack-post-media.s3.amazonaws.com\/public\/images\/899b583d-ac34-4f2e-b416-ab9be3ad1c71_700x700.jpeg\" alt=\"the sun hangs over Lake Michigan, not calm but not too choppy. A couple are standing in front of the water, looking out. A third person is walking almost out of frame. In the distance, ghostly but visible, is a small white sailboat\"\/><\/figure><p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Every time I listen, I\u2019m happy with how it turned out. This album was written under the influence of a lot of whiskey and self-doubt\u2014it\u2019s shocking it exists. A major motivating factor was \u201cwell you\u2019re not just gonna write one album, right?\u201d Here\u2019s to pushing yourself as an artist, because you have no other choice. <\/p><p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Sorry you got an email, <\/p><p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Chris<\/p><div class=\"subscription-widget-wrap-editor\" data-attrs=\"{&quot;url&quot;:&quot;https:\/\/shipwreckedsailor.substack.com\/subscribe?&quot;,&quot;text&quot;:&quot;Subscribe&quot;,&quot;language&quot;:&quot;en&quot;}\" data-component-name=\"SubscribeWidgetToDOM\"><div class=\"subscription-widget show-subscribe\"><div class=\"preamble\"><p class=\"cta-caption\">Thanks for reading shipwrecked sailor! 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